Random

It has been a long time when I last wrote/shared something on this space. Probably the breaks are an indicator of the status of your mind.
Or to put it another way, you share when you are full to the brim and just can’t hold it anymore.
Could be when you realize although a particular situation looks clear, but still you don't have the guts to announce a decision to yourself and you need to hear it from SOMEBODY.

Lately, its been like an information overload. Lots of random thoughts; bits and pieces of information floating around, still am not able to figure out if they are answers to the questions that people have asked me sometime, I have asked myself or questions that were never voiced but have always existed.
Or it could be they are questions, questions that I have asked myself over and over again but could never find and ans. or the ones which I had been afraid/reluctant/lazy to ask anyone even myself.
Random it might seem, but do I CARE …….not sure about this like many other things
What hurts more; bruised ego or bid-adieu
Why when it comes to people “Good” and “acceptable” are different? Should we just start looking at people as commodities, at least that’s where they both converge mostly.
Why when it comes to making choices we end up using our heart s where we ought to have used our brains and vice-versa.
Who is responsible for widening the gap between “my want to list” and “my need to list”; society, or am I so weak/gullible that people can just walk into my life and take control of it.

Is individualism a quality or a medical term;

Why what we like is not “how it should be”

If speaking out means hurting someone and keeping silent means slowly killing yourself; would making a choice in your favor mean you are selfish, does a moment define character;

God-> society-> community->family->You-> friends; why is the order this way? I haven’t seen the first; and the last were always there for me, despite their preferences/commitments in the same order. What role does the society/community play in your life,; Creating Barriers. Who gave them that privilege /right so that “they” decide for “you”?

Why when it comes to “decisions” families expect “to return favors” than “to be free”, does respect deserve to be categorized as the “reason/Point”; trump card to be precise for families.